If someone cheats on you they do not love you, remember that. If someone cheats on you they do not care about you as much as they say they do. If someone cheats on you it means that for a split second you were off their mind long enough for them to put another person in arms that should only be for you. If someone cheats on you, dear god, I hope you don’t go back to them because you are worth so much more than that.
I will never have a boyfriend. It won’t be because I think I’m ugly or fat it is because I will never learn to love myself. I will never learn to be happy with the person I am. I mean, even if I was to be the skinniest and have myself feel beautiful inside and out I will never learn to love myself and that’s one of the things I hate about myself. You know what I mean? I can’t love myself because I hate myself for hating myself. This all makes sense to me and I know this makes sense to the women who feel the same. How can you love someone when you just can’t love yourself? My insecurities have won…I have lost.